Spirals

For every strive upward
Theres a downward spiral
When I follow my heart
I ignore my head
A soul incomplete
And a mind empty
Voided of everything
If I hold dear
It disappears
So I got used to letting go
I’m far from home
And happy that way
A place to call my own
A place to stay
It doesn’t matter
When your thoughts have far gone
And drifted away
Every memory floating out there somewhere in the distance I thought I could spread my story
If I let every idea be a seed and glide upwards to the mountains, rain down in the valleys.
I never really shouted but I silently screamed. Left every impression I could, even when all it meant was a “---was here.” Scratched the name and the date, the time and the place, the hope and the filth
Combined, made me, break me, taste me, take me. I’m all yours, always was, always will be. Torture